R is for Ricky
sweeten me with molasses.
show me your dragon. tell me
your dreams, drummer boy.
because I want to know
how your ears burn to hear
the sound of snow
before it falls.
play me like a drum
drummer boy. climb me
like a blossoming tree
and I’ll crown you
king of my quivering
cup runneth over with
spirit made flesh and
the body electric.
for a cold spring spell
the energy flowed freely
between us. we played
neverland make-believe
tarot-card games
as if I were still a girl
and you were already a man.
then the song ended.
you stopped pretending
and the light went out
of your voice.
did your sister snap
her fingers? was it my daddy’s
bad ghost? or that drug-
addled zombie, hammering
walls at four in the morning
trailing his long, gray hair?
he cobbled a ladder, climbed
in your window and knocked
the door from its hinges. the glass
shattered, and your heart raced
ahead of you, away from me.
there was nothing to do
but make you a potion
to transpose energy
back to your favor,
bless you with the ocean
of my dark affection,
and watch you go like water
in a stream of troubled
consciousness.
I cried but I do not regret it.
with one taste of that sweet-
bitter peach, my eyes blossomed
esoteric and wide with
the hidden, forbidden
knowledge of joy
like the glitter in your beard
the last time you kissed me
and whispered, maybe someday
you’ll take me to see your gypsy.
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